God, I just wanna die right now. and I have to let this out. I have been through so much shit lately and I'm falling apart before my very own eyes. I'm almost turning emo, which sucks; I'm away from people I love because I'm moving about like crazy. Though, the good thing is I'm in Jamaica with my Father, whom I haven't seen in 5 yrs... It's filled with mosquitos too! I just wanna rip my skin off! Everything that'd happened to me so far is very damaging to my personality... Sometimes I feel like I should kill myself and get it over with, but my father's will for me to fight has kept me going. I hope this never happens to anyone, especially when they are young like me. I try to be strong, but I can't be when this many things are happening to me all at once. A kid shoouldn't have to deal with the things I put up with... I know I'm repeating my self but I want to punch that sentence into peoples heads! Well, I'm going to leave it at this. Hopefully I'm alive to see daylight tomorrow.

Oh, , if you're reading, you're revenge that one time when you slept outside that one night and you got bit all over by mosquitos has been acommplished.